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Like chipsmore!!!

The final year final semester exams s@#$! I think I screwed it up. Now, let's wait and see the gradings...OMG! Can someone please make the time pass faster to 28th December.

Bonus is only 2mths including 13th month. Ok Alhamdulilah....BUT...I need to make some changes to my 1st half of 2011 plans. Meaning that it won't be January baby...

Then I've to push backward OSAKA...and it won't be fun...I know...

List of lil things to do:

- 28th December : Release of results
- 1st to 29th Jan: Apply and wait
- 1st to 28th Feb: Apply and wait
- 1st to 31st Mar: Apply and wait
- 1st to 30th Apr: Should be out of town...

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D, I've never thought that I would still be here where I am after whatever things that has happened between us. I know I have several choices, I've got options but I still choose to stay. I hope I'm making the right choice out of all the choices/options that I'm entitled to.

Weeks before your mum left, things are improving between us. Alhamdulilah. I know I'm supposed to send Mak for Haj or meet her at home...but I just don't want to but I've been praying for her safety and health ...

When Mak left, we did eventually become more closer... I love our late night talks and waking you up for work...

Thank you for being there when I was down with Anxiety Insomnia. Telling me that, I'm doing great and I should put all the negative thoughts about the exams away. That moment was awesome.

InsyaAllah...the bond between us will be much more stronger so that we're able to pull through 2011 together without any problems...Amin!

Eventually, I think I need you more now than before...am I falling in love again?

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And I'm back with more updates hopefully.
I didn't know that I've been blogging for close to 5 years errr...not constantly...I know.
I hate the archives now.
But the past has lead me to be a better person.
I'm feeling so much better now...

.: A Come Back :.

After so long, Im updating this blog back again...

Too many things had happened since April (my last entry) till now... Few major things that happened were:

- The broke up with the Boyfie (now x boyfie)
- Got myself a new job

I will find some time to update...now I need to head down to work...reporting at 1330 hours...

.: To close or make it PRIVATE :.

Im contemplating to either close this blog or make it private...

let's see how it goes...

*Exams fever...*

.: Its April :.

Time really flies...

The thought that May is approaching really scares me off...

Exams lah!

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Random dates with boyfie was fun...

Him: You tak takut nak kawin? Next year dah 2010...
Me: Apa I nak takut...I cuma takut I cant get along with the MONSTER AND MOMOK AT HOME...
*lol*

So the boyfie has that i-phone...which I think is giving me like tonnes of problems...

We had Swensen at 2am...but we cant finish our meal..$40 wasted.

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The late night cousin outing was super fun....despite of me having 2 assignments due on that saturday...and another 2 quizes dues on the monday and tuesday...Karaoke...we dance..lagu apa ehk...oh ya...Ikan Kekek and macarena!

Dah gila2 dgn sedara bila nak buat assignment, thumb drive cant detect...dah aku kena redo it again...Pandai kan...

I'll upload the video soon once I've received it from DIVA...

.: Pathetic Driver :.

I was walking from YCC to the bus stop...i didnot notice the puddles of water by the road side.

The irritating COMFORT TAXI DRIVER did not even slow down or choose to move away from the puddles of water INSTEAD HE SPEED UP AND TURNED ALMOST TO THE KERB. SPLASH!!! WHAT THE HELL!!! MY JEANS WERE ALL WET!!! HOW PATHETIC COULD THAT TAXI DRIVER BE!

I believe in KARMA...so I know that i dont even need to revenge on you...but obviously someone or I, myself will SPLASH some water onto you pretty soon!!!

*If you don't want others to do IT onto you, you better not do IT on others

.: BEROMEN :.

My scheldule for the previous weeks was so packed...
Time spent with the boyfie was rather insufficient...

"Mok, yok kita p dating..." - thats the message that I had received at 0247 hours on 20th March...

So yesterday after tuition I had to rush off for ngaji...

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Before Ngaji nenek and atuk was telling me:
Nenek: Tudung nenek dah sediakan tu...
Me: Nari ngaji tak yah pakai tudung nek...dayah nak pergi beromen jap lagi...nanti rambut rosak...dayah pakai shawl je...
Atuk: Ishkk...jaga rambut eh...nak pergi dating kat mana?
Me: Biarlah rahsia...
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Pergi ngaji pun tak tenteram...pasal gara2 excited nak pergi beromen...hahak!

I requested to be the first one to recite Al Quran since I'll be meeting boyfie at 1630...

Ishkk!!! Baca semua tonggang langgang...nak cepat...tak sabar...otak ini asyik ingat si dia saje...

Last2 fed up...aku sendiri yg put a stop...nagji tak sampai 15 mins...Ustazah nak suruh sambung aku dah ckp "Sadaka...hulazim...ok dah Ustazah..."

Ustazah: Kenapa nari awak macam kelam kabut? Baca tonggang langgang?
Me: ooh...pasal saya nak p beromen...ada date lah ustazah...
Aunty N: Siol lah kau(me)...dia memang cam gini ustazah...suka bual merepek...

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I was so excited when I met him...very happy...lama tak jumpa...

kita p lah Orchard...

he asked me to inform my parents that we'll be home late though I have no curfews...

Me: Org balik lambat k...
Mum: Nak gi mana sampai nak balik lambat?
Me: Nak pergi beromen dengan *****... jgn call eh kalau tak urgent...nanti kacau daun...
Mum: Dah gatal lah ni...nak kena bedal??kawin cepat2 pun bagus...
Me: Yayness!!! Lepas kawin duk BP...kasi habis beras...

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After we walked along the orchard road, boyfie told me he wanted to eat at the place we ate during our first date...So from Heeren, we walked to Far East...When we reached Basement 1..we were super shocked to see the changes (it has been months since we our last trip to Orchard)...our first date makan place...Long John Silver @ Far East has closed...Those memories...chet!

So the super irritating boyfie wanted to eat LJS so much that we have to go Cine...though we had parked the car at wheelock, we had decided to take a bus to heeren instead of driving / walking...

Boyfie: Wah B, kita dah lama tak naik bus...mcm best naik bus...teringat time dulu2 kita lum ada car...
Me: Ok lah...dlm bus i leh tido..tapi dlm car i tak leh tido...nanti i kena marah...

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Sunday...

Drove to bedok with mum to send some dishes for Boyfie's family...since mum cook additional tahu telur.

Den my mum and I head on to Expo...

Boyfie, his sis and mum were there too but we travelled on two different cars...

I saw him when I was about to leave expo...he drove behind me and I was super panick...

I dont like people whom I know to drive behind me lol...Im sure they will comment my driving skills...

But I ended up slowing down to let him lead the way...

when we part...he msged me

"You are driving too fast...slow down...becareful when you are driving...dont forget your signals. Speed check 90"

Sigh...though hes leading, he can still comment on my driving lol...

He told me that I look like im 19years old with my dressing today...

*Buntal, you cakap I 17 ke 19 ke...duit hantaran tetap maintain...tak kan turun..."